changing focus

i've been thinking about my blog a lot recently. i always have wanted to take a blog somewhere, do something with it, capture more readers. i'm not a writer, i've never pretended to be a writer, and the only thing in life i feel passionate about is my precious little man and my very blessed family of three. there are so many blogs out there about mommyhood, and family life...and i just want something different.

i do love sharing the joys of my life with everyone, but yet i feel like if i write something based on emotion i get criticized so badly. so what's the point? a blog is essentially an online journal for me...a place for me to gather my thoughts, remember my day, reflect on life. i can't really do that if i feel like my posts will be judged, taken too far, or made out to be hurtful.

everyone has bad days, so why can't i write about mine?

what types of things do you enjoy reading in blogs? do you like reading about personal lives? do you like blogs on food, furniture design, home decor, or mommyhood? i just don't know where i'm going anymore...

on another note, i've begun many of the plans for kingston's big day and i'm so excited for him. he'll be 9 months old next week already and i can't believe how fast the time has gone. people have looked at me like i have 3 heads when i say that i've got kingston's party in the works, but trust me...i have a very busy life and those 3 months will fly by. this birthday his theme is owls. i've so many ideas in the works!

here will be part of his attire:

i love my cloth diapers. i don't love them like my sister-in-law loves hers, but i do love my special ones. we got a beautiful full tilt pacman diaper in the mail yesterday. it's already being prepped as we speak. i'm so putting it on him tomorrow. can't wait! it's gorgeous, soft, beautifully coloured, and made just for kingston by another mama! cloth diapering is amazing and i'm so happy we made the switch!

anyways, we've had a long week. a very long week. i'm off to sip on a glass of wine while i catch up on my pvr. goodnight my readers. i look forward to your input!