i have never been so amazed by the power of unconditional love since i became a mom. not a day has passed that i've thought "wow...i wish i could turn back time and go back to the way life was before having kingston". he has made each day brighter and has opened up endless doors in my future.
the endless diaper changes, the exhaustion by bed time, the lack of any personal time...it's all so worth it! every night i put kingston to bed and i have a sense of relief that he's gone to bed for the night. i finally can relax, unwind, and prepare for another day. while it's such a relief to finally lay my head on my pillow, the moment he wakes up starts a new day and i feel like i fall more and more in love with this small person every single day. he truly brightens my day with his big smiles, his precious hands touching my face, his sniffly sick little nose, his coos, his laughter, his darling little feet that he loves to rub together. i just love everything about him. he's got an amazing personality, so full of life at only 4.5 months old. it's unreal how much love a mama can have for her baby.
i always worried that i would lose my patience with him. i'm sure many girls remember babysitting and just dying to be done for the day and get out of their. so sick of the crying, the fighting, the whining, etc. i always questioned whether i would feel that way about my own babies someday...thankfully it's so not like that! no matter how often he cries, whines, or protests anything i still love him just as much as i did when he was smiling and laughing at me.
i am so thankful every day that i was blessed with a happy, bright, intelligent, and full of life little boy. since the moment our eyes met we have had a connection that no one else will share! how special is that?
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